buka bareng TM2K balikpapan

Really unplanned..........!

Berawal dari sms ajakan nongkrong bareng, dari teman kuliah dulu yg kebetualan lagi di balikpapan. Gw kepikiran ngajak X-anak2 minyak (patra) angk.2000 buat kumpul, nongkrong dan buka bareng.....

Spontaneous.........

Rabu, 18 October @ OCEAN - the fish connection resto

Klandasan - Balikpapan.

Suprisingly,,,, kita bisa kumpul ber9 (miss 2 person)

Wonderful friends gathering.

half life

I'm awake in the afternoon
I fell asleep in the living room
and it's one of those moments
when everything is so clear

before the truth goes back into hiding
I want to decide 'cause it's worth deciding
to work on finding something more than this fear

It takes so much out of me to pretend
tell me now, tell me how to make amends

maybe, I need to see the daylight
to leave behind this half-life
don't you see I'm breaking down

lately, something here don't feel right
this is just a half-life
is there really no escape?
no escape from time of any kind

I keep trying to understand
this thing and that thing, my fellow man
I guess I'll let you know
when i figure it out

but I don't mind a few mysteries
they can stay that way it's fine by me.

Too Much Of Not Enough

She tripped on a hole that I'd dug in the soil To be part of a human garden and I couldn't Stand in the straight postured sun But you stood in the mud which came unsoiled When I came along You see it's good for nothing, good for nothing A close look at something So close It's too much of not enough When all we need is just a taste I strapped myself in for a safe saccharide Before it started I tried to be anything I saw fit And it all seemed to fit but you came undone When I came along Blind white lies and shallow truth Broken strings and stolen youth I've seen too much of not enough but You came much closer than they had before You never stop needing And it's good for nothing

amelia zahratunnisa

Ketika kuarahkan mataku ke langit tinggi, kulihat cahayaMU terang suci lalu aku berkata,
Ya Robbi, kepada Mu kuadukan beban hidupku& kelemahanku yang penuh duka.
Siapakah yang dapat melepaskan ikatan dari saluran lubang air mataku.
SelainMu kah Ya Rahman? ENGKAUkah Ya Rahim? siapakah engkau yang telapaknya penuh rahmat&cahayanya yang lembut dapat membalut luka?

Amelia Zahratunnisa, 23 th.
menghadap ilahi, 8 Ramadhan 1427-Rabu 04 Oktober 2006 20.30 WIB, Semarang.
(gadis cantik, lulus cumlaude, 2 tahun menderita dipingit, gak pernah tau mengidap tumor di kepala, meninggal dengan angan2 bertemu sahabatnya untuk terakhir kali, beberapa tetes air mata mengalir jenazahnya yg suci)

Kita t'lah berjalan semua tak berubah. Ku tak mengenalmu seperti yang lalu. Seperti yang lalu...Entah kau berada ketika kupergiKurelakan semua ketika kau pergi. Kehampaan di dalam hati kita. Adalah kenyataan yang makin terasa. Di tiap pijak anak tangganya. Waktu terus bergerak laju seperti yang laluKehampaan di dalam hati kita. Adalah kenyataan yang makin terasa. Di tiap pijak anak tangganya. Waktu terus bergerak laju seperti yang lalu. Relakan aku seperti aku relakan semuaRelakan semua...

[Ps<--->sajakmelawanwaktu]